Sharing with you our celebration photoshoot. Looking my picture has a big difference between my last year picture. 2004, I was just affected about my health and sometime my dreams that I couldn't understand. It made me crying at night without any reason. I was not aware of the betrayal that had been done. It showed up late night every time I slept. No idea and even not suspected around but my health became worst and I saw myself so fat than normal but I suspected it because of having no spleen. The doctor said and noticed that I had a mild heary attacked that I never know. Still, I was nit doing any diet. I ate what I wanted becauaevI have already a lot of medicine for my diabetes and hypertension. I thought it was our blood, heridetary connection of my parent. I ate as normal and drink my maintenance. I thought everything normal with my husband too. I didn't notice any changes but his excuses when couldn't come home because of some seminar and school activities. My conscience was fair not thinking of what he did secretly.
Faculty members and outstanding student with us during the celebration.
I became so sicked manynrime in 2024. There was a time in December I was in the middle of between life and death in our room. I trust myself to God. I told him that when I die, cremate me and be home in Bohol. I asked forgiveness to him if something I did that hurt him or a things he didn't like me. We both cried, he also asked forgiveness for no reason.I told him that it's better that I would die and you could find someone who is healthy and young. You would be free and I was shocked to his action. He confessed that he betrayed me but on the first place, he chose me over that girl but the girl is so rich. The girl have gun in her bag and td him not to hurt her.The girl had x-husband and live in partner lately but she chose my husband because my husband is a Doctor of Education. I gave way, I don't want that he will just die after choosing me and leave that manipulative girl as what they described her. Even my husband told me that when he die by gun, there will be no suspect, the third party and the boyfriend of the third party. I couldn't breath. I love home so much for15 years but I had to give way for his safety. I will wait for him if he come home. I am still waiting at my door as long as I live.
That pain taught me how to handle everything nicely. Instead of hating him and thinking of negative situation, I put entrusting our Lord God to eased the pain.
Now, I have a big transformation. I learned to love myself, eat healthy foods and I noticed my weight from 78kilos, now I became 56kilos.
I noticed myself knew how to smile and not thinking too much about him. God made a way and eased the pain in my heart though I have maintenance for it. I help myself for my family and for his two son who live with me.
Do not worry for too much, I have clean conscience. Being sleepless in not mine. God is always making a way to get out of that nightmare.
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@asean.hive family.