Greetings. First of all, I am so sorry for your loss; it's completely understandable that you feel such anger and sadness, and that no amount of money can fill that void. I understand, and from my own experience, I can tell you that time is a great healer, not completely, but it helps ease the burden of loss.

Thank you for sharing your more human side; not many of us dare to do so. You are very brave, but that's life—we are all sentimental. I hope you can move forward and fully overcome your addiction. It's normal to feel guilty when you don't achieve your desired goal, but life always offers us opportunities.

I'm looking for time to interact in your Tradfi community. I know you're doing your best to make it an excellent community, and I know you will succeed. In fact, for me, it's an excellent community. Take care, and I send you many blessings, health, and a long life.

And let's continue to demonstrate that Hive is the best Blockchain; many of us are doing our best to remain here despite all this ordeal we are experiencing, each from our own position and trying to do my best. Take good care of yourself; I know there are people who appreciate and love you.