The exams had ended. The Willer family had a week away planned, a break, some fun. But for Welyn, the world felt flat.
The first day, they went to the museum.
Museums aren't like they used to be. The exhibits feel sterile, curated for skepticism rather than wonder. The kids are especially hesitant. How would they know these artifacts are actually from that period of time? Kids these days are smart in their own way, they've grown up with the internet, learned to mistrust what they see. They've become desensitized.
Welyn felt it more than most.
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The weather was off. His mood was off. Everything felt distant, muted. He woke that morning like every other morning: tired, unmotivated, wanting nothing more than to stay in bed. A private boat ride had been booked for the afternoon, something fancy, supposedly exciting.
He didn't want to go.
But the family insisted, and Welyn went along, numb and compliant. At least there was food. Food was one of the few things that still reached him. He ate mechanically, feeling nothing much except the brief satisfaction of fullness.
This is who he had become: a boy who felt almost nothing.
The boat pushed away from the dock.
Then it accelerated.
Welyn wasn't prepared for the speed. The sudden violence of it—the engine roaring, the bow lifting, the spray of water hitting his face, caught him completely off guard. For the first time that weekend, something pierced through his numbness.
He felt scared. And underneath the fear, something else: excitement.
He looked around wildly. A cruise ship towered in the distance. A bridge loomed ahead. Lanes of water stretched in every direction. And then the terrifying realization: there was no braking like in a car. No reversing. No immediate safety. They were moving fast across something that had no solid ground beneath it, and there was no way to stop.
His father saw it in his face, the disturbance, the dawning fear.
Without a word, his father reached over and grabbed Welyn's hand. Not to control him, but to anchor him. To say: I see you. I'm here.
Welyn gripped back, and in that moment, he understood something: the world was bigger and more dangerous than he'd let himself feel. And he was finally, terrifyingly, alive.
The boat slowed as they approached the dock. They disembarked.
Welyn walked to the edge of the riverbank and looked down into the water.
His reflection stared back at him, pale, distant, the same numb face he'd been wearing all week. But in the water, he felt something else. A pull. A gravity. The weight of all the anxiety he'd been carrying, all the numbness that had insulated him, all the heaviness that made him want to sink and be grounded, to stop moving, to stop feeling, to simply disappear into the depths.
For a moment, he thought about how easy it would be to just let go. He backed off and the very next moment he was being pulled out of the water. His family's voices cut off mid-sentence. Shock. Confusion. Why would he do that? He doesn't even know how to swim. Some unknown voices were narrating, he was smiling, cheering as though playing a prank.
Unconscious, he was until he silently uttered words while water dripped out of his mouth.
"I didn't mean to."
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