I relate to this very much and so appreciate your vulnerable truth. I think many people right now are are asking ourselves is this for my highest good? I was sober from everything for 2 and a half years and I felt so in tune with myself. You got this and I love that you shared this with all of us. So glad you had a dear friend to help reflect what they were experiencing with you and for you to see the medicine in that. You got this 🙌🙌🙌