Someone once told me "time is an illusion" and I always thought it made no sense because I can easily look at the clock to get the exact reading. But looking introspectively into this ideology, I concur he was on to something from the very beginning. It's just shocking how time flies whether you want it to or not. You start the year filled with dreams and aspirations on how to utilize every potential opportunity that comes your way and before you could finish deciding on what to wear for your birthday, it's already three days to Christmas馃槥馃ぃ.
To some people the movement of time doesn't bother them as they are already prepared to navigate through with plans and effort that actualizes their intended objectives sooner or later. But a larger percentage just drift off with the passing time procrastinating their way into every single year until they eventually realize years has gone by without any single accomplishments other than being alive and well. This is obviously not a good way to live your life and I try to remind myself about the dangers that comes with it at every single opportunity I get.
2025 started off messy for me, I just lost my job, I was broke, had no clue what to do and was just a few shove away from a psychological breakdown. In the middle of my distress, a friend introduced to the blockchain and honestly it became the catalyst for my good fortune. I also bagged a new job as a teacher and for awhile everything seemed to going way. I didn't really make out much plans for the year or should I say i intended to just wing it until I eventually go serve my country and then my true calling will reveal themselves one way or the other. Learning more about the hive is not even a goal to me anymore because I see it as an responsibility I must uphold and to my greatest joy I am slowly getting there one step at a time.
My service started about a month ago and so far it seems like all the things I had planned out seek almost impossible to achieve. All my efforts are looking meaningless, I have zero savings because it seems like whenever I keep some money away for future purposes, the present creates a new method to consume it all馃ぃ馃ぃ. The year is already 8 months in and currently I have abandoned all my goals to accomplish just one *Getting a PC by the end of year*. If I can make this happen at this exact time frame, I believe I have already tackled a lot of my problems. There are a lot of opportunities I have missed out in this year because I don't have one and quite frankly the absence of one in this stage of my life is gradually turning me into a neanderthal.
I don't want to just watch the whole year brush past me with numerous goals that I might end up achieving none so for that reason I am narrowing it all down to acquiring my very own laptop. This might not seem like much but I believe it is enough to take me a step closer to where I want to be. The year is almost at its end, it won't be so bad if I can end it all with a bang 馃敟馃敟.