Huhhh... It's really been a while here, but I'm glad I'm here now.
To answer the second question, YES!! I've been pressured and is still being pressured by people around me.
Funny how I was discussing this same thing with a friend yesterday.
I've had times iny life where the only thing that gave me sleepless night was how to make my life better simply because I think people around me are doing way better than I am. Mind you... I'm doing my best too but that best still felt like it wasn't enough, I had this burden to do more (did I just say "had"? Lol).
This is good and bad at the same time. Bad in the sense that I sometimes loose focus from what really matters and try to become those people. But rn in my life I've grown to a point that even while being pressured I try to make the most out of "ME" and not another's.

Feeling pressured makes me have wider dreams, to become more. Don't get me wrong, my dreams aren't inspired by pressure oo😂🤲
But it has made me think of becoming more, should I say these good part of it is more like being inspired and not pressured.

I navigate these moments by reminding myself that I'm doing my best, looking back and realising how far I've come kinda makes me feel less pressured.
I just LIVE while still becoming the woman I've always dreamt of
Do I love pressure?? YES!! I do, do I want to be pressured?? YES too.
But please as I'll always say " no gree make person pressure you" this is about those online shenanigans we see everyday, you know what I mean.
If at all you want to be pressured may it be the one I define as "inspiration"
SHALOM❤️✨

HAPPY WEEKEND FAM