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fried duck which has nothing to do with my birthday馃榿馃榿
Did you miss me?
Uhmm... the truth is, I miss you too馃槞馃槝
I need to check on everything just to remind myself how long i've been away from everyone on this platform. Well.. im hanging around discord, merely because I still have to do my obligation as part of 
What's the reason of being away for so long (3 months i think)? Is it because of the pandemic or migration from steem to hive?
Definetely Nothing related to pandemic whatsoever馃槅 I just found some free reading comics and books. Reading is my original and main hobby. I found that im also born as a bookworm on my 6th birthday.. lol! Eversince i know how to read, I developed a crazy habit while reading which turns to the fact that I must live with glasses for the rest of my life. Nearsighted aka Myopia, inherits from my mother馃槉.
without my glasses, this is how i see things, blurry
Well.. 6 of 9 of us (siblings) are having nearsighted馃槉 and many of my cousins from mother's side, too. Due to the family financial situation, I got my first eye's check and glasses when I was 10 yo through a free check up at the mosque in my neighborhood and i paid IDR 5000 for my first glasses/spectacle in 1985 (2% of my father's take home pay salary as a civil servant). When it broken (my bad, i was reading under my blanket on the bed and carelessly stepped on it when I wake up in the morning馃榿) and the second glasses won't be purchased 2 years later.
2 yo cicisaja馃槉and i learn to ride that old motorcycle when I was 10, right after I started to smoke cigarrete
I was a free soul, full of imagination, know how to entertain myself in my own world. My Mom still can't believes that I can live as a full housewife like today because she knews that I was born to be an avonturir/explorer/traveller馃槉馃槉 not a dweller or stay-at-home kinda person馃榿馃榾. Whatever, Im done roaming around for 40 years of my life before. I'm still a free soul in this recent 5 years.
I'm 45 on the paper and outlook today, but I'm just 15 yo, inside. I think I've always been 15 for the whole 30 years馃槉. Only 15 when I realised about my dream, my life purposes, my world and my happiness. I never celebrated my birthday with partying or in special way because my family not used to that kinda celebration (i remember that the only birthday party we had at our house was in 1996, my lil sister 17th birthday馃槄 my first job as the master of ceremony).
what's so special about 15th or 1990?
I can find so many reasons to justify about what a wonderful year was 1990馃槉 but I won't. I don't dwell in the past, but Im sure that I will be 15 forever
