20 minutes. Is that too much? That's all I want with you. Just 20 minutes of no hugs, no kisses, no "I love you", no "I want to tell you something", no crying, no drinking, no laughing, nothing. Nothing at all.
Let's just sit near the waters or on a hill or maybe watching the stars under a purple - blue night sky. Hush, silent. Close your eyes and I will close mine. Hold me, please? And let's be quiet. That's all I want.
20 minutes of peace and no thinking. 20 minutes of realising that I am breathing. 20 minutes of emptying all the rumbles and rants inside my head. 20 minutes of no happiness or sadness. 20 minutes of not wanting anything from each other. 20 minutes of no regrets or gladness. 20 minutes of no triumph or losing. 20 minutes away far away from our dreams and plans. 20 minutes of no questions and answers. 20 minutes of closing the book of wrongs and rights. 20 minutes of no love or malice. 20 minutes of no talking about the fears tonight. 20 minutes of listening to the sound of our heavy breaths and our rhyming hearts. 20 minutes of no loneliness or being occupied.
Just 20 minutes of just holding each other without any trace of self-interest and diving deep into the ocean of sheer bliss.
20 minutes with you is all I want.
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I promise now I feel alive.
