Pray and read the Bible. God is with us always. Also pay attention to your thoughts and dreams. If you receive any Bible quotations in dreams or in your thoughts. Read and pray over it. God communicate with us in different ways. Remember, nobody is perfect except God. Don't be hard on yourself. Believe in God for he loves you.
John 3:16
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