Hey Mary, like you I feel like I'm lost in this very place, I can't runaway or recede to the forest it nature right now, maybe sometime in the future. I've had thoughts like this a lot of times before. Right now I'm in my finals in the university and looking back I've asked myself if it was worth it, wasting away my years in search of knowledge, in search of a path that would never find me peace. I look at the years of my life wasted, toiling, killing myself mentally and being less of myself. It isn't worth it, I don't know if I could have lived a better life if I had followed the path that I actually really loved, it would have been hard for me, I might have even gone through a lot of challenges because with the way the world works getting what you want takes a lot more. I don't know if I can ever really find myself, find through happiness, find my own snow forest fairyland, im still hopeful.

If we would realize how fragile life is, how sudden you can lose a loved one, how unexpected an illness can be, then we would reconsider all of these " important" chores we put on our shoulders. We would fight against our ego for real and truly allow ourselves to love and be loved. While walking in these lonely woods I think of how the cycle of life is one of the most complex things I have tried to grasp with my imagination. Isn't it a miracle the very fact that I can see? That I can watch snow falling and look at the trees. Do we even appreciate the small things when we are consumed by city life?

We're too carried away trying to make a life for ourselves,trying to make ends meet,that we truely forget to appreciate the little thing of life. We're consumed by so many unnecessary things, that we forget to really enjoy this short life we have to live.

I'm glad you actually followed the path to the forest. I wish I could experience the feeling of tasting snow, Im sure it tasted really chill. You really should be one with nature more often, I'm 💯 sure you'll find yourself.

Your pictures are amazing my dear, nature sure doesn't need to change clothes because it is indeed so besides.

Thanks for sharing such a wonderful experience with us. God bless you ❤️✅