The Confessions Of A Suffering Man

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Whenever I find myself alone, when the night is consolidated and heavy
And my meditations carry me across the briny deep, flying like in a movie
And I discover my body on a strange island, with a glamorous population
My soul becomes weak, empty and drowsy, and it is not from formication
For if you're not part of my dream, it suddenly develops into a nightmare
So I awaken always from this fruits of imagination, wishing you were here

The confessions of a suffering man, I sit and watch for people at the door
For your absence has a troubling effect on my reasoning, the girl I adore
I have made you a room in my heart, and until you come it will be vacant
For I am drunk of your love, and in my mind I replay our special moment
Perhaps the temporal length of existence has led you on a different road
But if you had left me a map, wherever upon earth, I would have followed

Indeed every breathing human being is no more than just a puff of wind
And it was you, who kept me from falling apart, oh you are one of a kind
Day and night I dive into my stream of tears, on an exploration to find you
I can only pray for you to come back to me, for I find it so hard to continue
How can one be happy without you? it is like describing color to the blind
How can I go back to my happy days? it's like I can only be happy in my mind

If all the animals in the forest were mine, I will send them all after you
And if all the stars of heaven listened to my voice, they will all be blue
Who will kiss me and tell me not to worry? and preach me God's message
Who will be there to weave my hair? when I get to the end of my passage
I say who? who? who? and the mountain wolves call your name in chorus
You know not the limits of my love, it will not die like the tyrannosaurus

If it were merely a bereavement, it would melt in translucent mourning
But it's something more, endless, boundless, like sunshine in the morning
The day is black, and the evening clouds are drifting in the sky of my desire
And the leaves of the garden are burning away, caught in my electrical wire
For the creatures of the forest have found their jungle in you, my sweetheart
Oh you are my own, you are my own, you are my own, owner of my aching heart.