I can definitely relate to this.
"And everyone else, they see someone who has it all together. They think I’m working hard, I’m moving forward, I have goals, I have dreams. They don’t see me at night when I’m a mess of smeared make-up and tears, barely able to speak because I’m crushed by the weight of knowing that I’m not doing enough, that I’m not enough, and that I’ll never be enough."
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