I'm not certain how much of a messiah that I am. Don't look at me like that - Isnt that what i should be in a context as this one? Well, I'm not sure, enough, how mucg I'd want to give myself to be a redeeming lamb for the world, i can be. I wonder, First, why I have to be chosen. I wonder, second, why a life, my life, should be required. Can things not jus happen for good; for all our good?
As I read, I imagined too, the bright part, that my family and my friends and all our relatives get to live their lives devoid of want and scarcity. It was so good to picture all that. So so good.
The world, our world, is in dishevel and so much pleasure will it do that we don't have to worry and toil for even the basic needs. Every day that I go out, I see people who have to do the most strenuous, painstaking jobs which I am certain only earns them peanuts. All for what? So they could put something in their bellies and keep up with the job against the next meal, while fervently hoping and praying that some miracle happens and they no longer have to havd to do as much.
You know something, as much as this mission is a little confusing to take on, for two reasons as; the thought of vanishing off the living space forever and then the thoughts about how much of one's sacrifice that the humans one has done this for will stay grateful, I think I know very very few persons who would take it.
Would I? I don't know. I am even not certain.
Besides, I think of this, why does having to give myself only yield a life free from penury and lack? Why does it not equate an all perfect world, not necessarily one limited to some few provisions? How can I even be sure that there would be peace?
Omo, I'm sure you can see that I'm dragging my feet. At the same time, I can actually give myself up, if that would mean people living under better conditions. After all, when asked, a number of us plea that if the mantle is given unto us, our priorities would be to make life better for every one and on that cause, we say that we would remain. This is no different. Besides, I'd get to die one day, someday.
If it had to happen for something that would be of greater good to hundreds of millions and for a cause as this which should be noble, supposedly, then, would it not all be worth it?
However, you do realize that saying this is all do easy than going through with the whole action thing, right?
Faced with the actuality, I might, or not. Only then will, I think, will I really make up my mind.
In the meantime, omo, I no know again.
Thanks for gracing this post.
Greetings!
