Part 2
What I was feeling for him wasn't a Taboo, God put the Gift of Love in me, love isn't bitter, love wasn't suppose to be fearful, love is patient that was why after one year heading to two , it was still there beating fast, love is Timeless, Love is risk taking, so I was going to take a risk and have a one on one talk with him, yes I understood my responsibility and Boundaries, I wasn't going to let things surpass its limit but for once I wanted to look into his eyes and tell him, I've loved u since my heart started to breath the same air with u. Well I finally muster the courage to meet him at my friend's shop that evening as I've always sat down with her to discuss on my leisure periods. Well I was so excited I wanted to put a little make up on but I figured my mum might notice and raise a prayer point about it, so I just wanted to be me as always. Well the day came as I told my friend to convey my message to him, he wasn't late at all...
I noticed him at a distance as I stood there glancing and surveying the world outside my window, to cut the long story short, I never made it out on time to meet up with him, I could tell he sat down there for hours , I was scared someone might get the wrong interpretation and tell on me to my mum.After several hours,I saw him walk pass my window with a gloomy countenance, i felt disappointed in my heart as I muttered "he couldn't even wait much longer and see if I would come out later".. By 8pm my mum had sent me on an errand just a 10mins walk from our shop, I bumped into him, I could feel my heart grasp for breadth, I pretended not to have seen him or know him prior to the fact that I stood him up earlier, as I walked passed him " He dragged me back and whispered to my ears" Esther always know one thing that In The End, I'll always be waiting for you" and then he let go of my hands and walked away. I stood there speechlessly as he walked away without looking back...
Continuation..