I didn't know you had been through all that. That's why I said at first that I didn't know your circumstances. And the book was just a suggestion. Man, you've been through a lot of ugly and bad things. And in fact you have earned my respect and admiration for having lived through all that and still standing. If I have learned something, it is that yesterday is over, tomorrow is about to begin, so the only thing we have is today. I'm proud of you! You should be proud of yourself too @jerrytsuseer!