Hello guys, it's really double time to manage everything. I have night actual training at the Panabo Slaughter house for 4 hours per night until dawn. It's not easy to kill the cow. You must have the strong determination of doing it. I want to show how it does but I have still the respect to animal. I can't share the video but I visualize how make it. One of the trainee's is a gay, he cried when the Trainor butch the cow. It was really a touching moment hitting the head of the cow to death. They were 30 heads per night and for two night I saw 60 cows being butch.
The Trainor show us how the proper procedure step by step.
There are 3 brave women in our group and we are composed of 12 heads in one session.
I got home and slept well. I need to wake up early for my kids to school. But before getting ready I fed Patotoy.
It's only me and Patotoy at home. All are working out of the city.
I have video on what we were doing with the cow but I can't show this in public. There are so many classification and different steps. The segregation of the meat and part of the cow's body. I feel interesting and this learning is not boring. But I accepted that I closed my eyes the first killing of the cow. They are like human, they have life. But we know that God made them to feed the people.
Thank you #hiveph and 
My life, my forever joy.
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