Sunday
After a rough night where my neighbour thought it was a great idea to play loud music until almost 2 in the night, I woke up before 7 and started my day with 2+ hours of loud music, just to be annoying 馃槀
I went for a longer walk than usual, as I was just roaming about.
Because of a feeling, I revisited places that has some meaning to me, where I've been with Cath and such...
I ended up with some fairly decent photos though 馃槅
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last picture is taken from the spot me and my daughter was waiting for her (she walked on the parking lot) the first time we saw her and my daughter knew we were dating
It was quite refreshing, but I had that nagging feeling all through my walk.
I decided to text Cath and asked what she was doing. Despite her getting injured the night between Friday and Saturday, she had decided to go to work.
So far everything is as expected..
But then..
As lightning from a clear, blue sky came a text saying "I think I need it before I dig my own grave"
What?! My immediate reaction was to go see her after job, but because of... let's call it "logistics", this was off the table.
Later during the evening she said it's because of her destructive self, and that she think she needs til deal with it on her own.
Because of circumstances, I accepted it.
I am now in the process of giving her room, and damn, that is difficult!!
But I think it's a necessity both for her but also for us.
I will write more about this subject in another post today.
Stay tuned if you want to know more about that and about the whole situation of dating a person who.... I don't know - thinks she doesn't deserve to be happy
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