Thank you!
We knew it'd hurt and we'd miss him.
I thought I was an old pro at this, the loss of a loved one. "Been there, done that."
Ha ha ha.
The older I get, the more losses I "move on" from (not a great word for it), the HARDER it gets!!!
Also, the anger. Yes, anger is easier than sorrow, but my dog suffered needlessly due to the carelessness of a hostile dog owner, and suffered again with the recent lepto booster.

Lately I keep reading about Reiki healing. I've heard the sound bowls - so freaking annoying to me, LOL, but, ok, maybe I should "go there," pay some healer to help unblock the stored anger.....