How brave of you to "Go There" with this one, @my job. (I'm not going there - not today.)
You've suffered so many huge losses.
The dream that a loved one is still alive - may it be so! Some say we are visited in our dreams by the souls of those we loved and lost.
I think of you and @owasco every day even though I'm awful about checking in here--because I've "checked out," more or less--withdrawn from the world. Oh, this will change, I keep telling myself.