We love you and we miss you, @myjob!
I hear the pain, the strain, the weariness, the struggle in your voice - but also that note of hope at the end.
This too shall pass.
The physical pain and limited mobility is sooo hard, especially for someone like you, so active and hardworking, so independent.
Praying you will be well - soon - and all the discord and tension melt into peace and harmony.
We would love to hear from you soon!!