Oh how sad - outnumbered, out-voted, and watching Mom go to a bad place.
I just cannot even imagine.
I have one sister left. One. And she isn't speaking to me. (I'm not even sure why.)
Grief does weird things to people - some go crazy, in ways not all that obvious, or in ways that just make us wince and cringe.
I'm amazed at your resilience.
Niko and Bruni have a place in my daily litany (a nod to our departed loved ones), and I'll add your brothers and parents.