Thanks for reading that long long review!
"Math is God" - well, look at the periodic table of the elements. Lego bricks!
Reduce everything to a molecular or atomic level,
Consider the billions of years of building, remodeling, "evolving"
Creator, Designer, Builder, Master, God
Energy
Force
The force that through the green fuse drives the flower (Dylan Thomas)
I'm not out to topple Jesus or debunk the Old Testament or ridicule the Gospels.
As a child, I had my own doubts, but I didn't expect to hear our Protestant minister say Noah's Ark was just a story, like Daniel in the Lion's Den, used to illustrate the truth of God at work in our lives.
Cognitive dissonance
So, no, I do not find it plausible that the Genesis story explains how we came to be, and how evil entered the world; I don't find it plausible that a loving, Creator God would set up the elaborate scheme of heaven and hell, Redemption and Damnation, as presented in the New Testament....
But I still pray that daily Rosary (it's more than a habit; it's a meditation, a prayer, a hope that my petitions or well wishes for others will somehow be conveyed to "The Universe" or to a God who hears us and intercedes on our behalf).... I can only hope (not believe) we may be reunited with our lost loved ones, and that all will be forgiven.
(as for eternal hellfire, the punishment does not fit the crime).