She wouldn't want me to know her life isn't as marvelous as she makes it out to be, I'm guessing.
Pride - keeping up appearances - all that.
But if she breaks down under all the pressure she tries to cope with alone, our year will get a whole lot worse, and three beautiful children will suffer. Why do so many people in this world struggle so....? There is no answer, of course.... life just is, and supposedly, this life is not all there is; it's a veil, and real life lies on the other side. *sigh