For all the friends who bail out, all the dark times, you end on a strong note: Just keep doing good in whatever you see in Life.
This is a high-impact line: " not everyone got to be loved" - and this:

At last, as mortal, one keeps hoping for eternity without certainty, but must succumb to the cold hands of death going the way of all mortals and staying alive in the spirit by joining carcasses through the Earth.

Glad you bounced back from the dark place.

Cheers!