Thats crazy man, feels like i have gone through those same scenarios, same feelings, and yet we must still stand as men. Somehow move forward, keep working, building back up, and learning our lessons. I know the liquidation feeling. I have tried to swear it all away, to not trade high frequency anymore. Its a rough thing. Lately i like the slower game. Just building a nice pile of cash, to throw in on a nice obvious trade. And make sure to capture that profit, and protect your capital.

Keep at it tho bro, it is nice that hive is feeling a bit stronger.