
Whether im strong enough to weather this storm that life throws at me or not is the question.
Tossed about, like a ship made of paper in the ocean, im ready for a suggestion.
Guitar notes ring in my head, my brain tingles.
No more Christmas songs, let us not hear the bells jingle.

This past Christmas, i failed to connect with my Grandma, as its been about 6 years since i saw her. Shes getting older as am I. There was some arguement and i am now holding a grudge which isnt good on my part. I think too much lately, about usual odds and ends. Who I am, on this planet, and how do i move forward the best i can, to get more of what i want out of life.
What everyone wants, what makes people happy, is unique. Theres some common ground, lets connect with good people, family, friends, etc. Its not about money, but we need that too. Its not about working too much, but we gotta hustle. Its not about being the baddest man, but i want to be the best man i can be.
So whats the agenda?
Well, i guess its time to man up. I need to focus harder. Try harder, cuz its not good enough. Dwelling...nah. No more dwelling, no more past. Whats in the past is just that....in the past. Cant change it.
Searching my mind for material for a post, and theres plenty to post about. This is what a chose, a rant about my current state of mind.
Im actually in a decent spot, and ready to make some bigger moves. Lets hold it together, and just keep rockin. Lets keep our minds strong and our body busy, we got this.
Ending on a picture of my dogg that died like 6 years ago already....reminds me of different times.
