I turned 22 a month ago(April 14thš„³š„³). Iād definitely attach pictures from my birthday buffet so you all could see how pretty I and my friends lookedš„°š(proud yeah?)
People say age is just a number but I think somehow you tend to feel yourself growing old. Few days to my birthday I know I had this feeling ā oh my God Iām no more a child and I canāt keep acting like a child,Iām an adult now and all of that rushš©āvery scary. I got this happy,free,lonely and confused feeling all at the same time. My emotions constantly fluctuating because Iām learning to navigate in the real world which is actually terrifyingš³š¬.
Meeting up with deadlines is another battle I face because I canāt even use the excuse of how young I am anymorešš¢. Your job will hate you, some friends will hate you. You definitely have to learn to be more reliable because believe me if your actions start saying you are unreliable people will start believing it.
It really feels good to be 22 tooš,no joke. Maybe Iām close to being comfortable with who I am as a person or maybe comfortable knowing I am still figuring it out and trust me itās the most liberating thing that is happening to meš¤š.
Gradually a lot of insecurities I had are slowly going away because somehow Iāve realized we are all beautiful to people who genuinely love us and people who canāt see that are definitely not worth your energy or time.
You can feel 22 at any age I thinkš. Iām still figuring this whole adulthood out. I donāt know what being 22 feels like to you guys but I know itās one of the happiest Iāve beenš¤...
