[#41750] so here we go, started talking to my ex again and i...

[#41750] so here we go, started talking to my ex again and it was as if we started again. Basically talked about things we already knew about each other but pretended like it was news. Talked everyday, went for coffee like a first date. Her birthday came along and i sent her flowers to her work place (after finding out from her where she worked) took her out for a nice dinner and bought her a few pieces of jewelry. After the dinner day things changed, shortage of conversation turns out she wasn't feeling really well. Finally i got a chance to talk to her on the phone and she shook my world. When i asked if everything was okay she says yeah and that maybe the talking has toned down cuz shes starting to see someone. this left me crushed... everything was going so smoothly flirting here and there and then BAM someone else is there... she said we would meet in February and we discussed it, just gotta find the right day. i dont want to lose her and when i meet her i want to straight up tell her that i love her...and always have... is that to much? can you guys give me advice please... feel like this is my last chance. i told her i live by a saying that "words unsaid are unheard" i dont know what to do... im scared

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