[#41503] I think I'm a complete sociopath. Everyone loves me...

[#41503] I think I'm a complete sociopath. Everyone loves me but I feel nothing for anybody, I've done so much fucked up shit and hardly thought anything of it. I should be locked up but currently I'm in school. I crave adrenaline and thrills. I've always been able to play people and get what I want. I don't even enjoy sex, just the conquest aspect of it, which makes me only want to fuck girls with boyfriends. Violently. Not sure where I'm going with this, but why was I born. If there's a god, why would he put people like me on earth. I did not choose to be this way it just happened. I wish I could relate to regular people. I can fake it but it's all an act. It's awful. The closest thing I've ever felt to emotion is disappointment when I fail to do things. Why am I like this, why was I put on this earth.

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