🙂

I’m at my lowest.
I have been trying to feel better.
Trying not to think too much.
Doctors have been telling me not to.
To keep away from stress.
But why?
Why is it so hard?
I try and make it seem like I’m ok.
But I wanna scream ”save me!”
It has always been easy to joke around, laugh out loud.
But it is always hard to talk about what really is up.
I’m holding back.
Will anyone even read this?
Will someone give encouragement without even really knowing what’s going on?
Because I need it.
But I don’t really wanna talk about it.