It is better to have loved and be hurt than never to have feel the power of love or the great passions that comes with it... When in love you feel so alive and nothing really matters except the person you are in love with......Their thought put a smile on your face and you tend to see them everywhere even in you dreams...
I have done crazy things for love, the first time I fell in love was during my high school, I fell in love with my friend and I did weird things I won't have done on a normal day, things I was scared to do! Which reminds me of a day we were taking a stroll in the street and we got to a nearby mango tree and she said she feel like eating a mango, I do not know how to climb trees even my friends in school know I am scared of climbing trees but the confidence came that day, I didn't think twice before climbing the tree to get my first love the fruit she crave for and since the time I wasn't scared of climbing trees... Love brings out the best in you!
If I had a bad day at school, she is always there to comfort me and sooner I always long for the time when It is just me and her and no one else... I stopped going out with my friends and I love staying with her....
I never knew I was in love, I thought it was friendship until I travelled to another state to visit a cousin of mine, five days later my heart started yearning for my friend and I became restless that I couldn't stay in my cousin place anymore, I had to go back home to see my love!
Unfortunately she was not pleased to see me as she told me not to travel when I did that she was going to miss me but I didn't listen to her... I was hurt that the person who I came back for treated me like she was not concerned I came back... I was angry and left again...
If only I never visited my cousin, probably there would never have been a reason for misunderstanding, if only I didn't get angry and left her for so many months maybe the bond between us would have grown stronger but I left and the distance only keeps getting wider...
The memories of our sweet relationship haunt me for years, I felt the pain of losing a very good friend but the deed has been done.. I healed but the scar is still right there in my heart...
