Hello my name is Lia,
My story my Life Find myself and Love Myself,
Hey my Life is really hard not easy to living I hate my self and want to killing myself but someone save my life if any one reading my story I telling you.Who save my life and give me new life.
Okay I started my story telling you of the beginning , I born in the middle class family my family was a joint family , some people say joint family is good but not true In my family my Uncle and his wife and my all cousin hate my family I watched that situation to childhood but I'm not understanding beacuse I'm child so I don't know why , you knew childhood best part what is ? childhood is a kingdom of us dream and we don't know about bad thing and always happy my life best part is childhood and I never forget .
But I'm grow I'm now 18 year old and I see bad things around me my family Finances conditions not good so much bad I want to help my family but I can't do my study stopped because of money and my life have no aim to complete beacuse I don't , I'm not looking good and I live here everyone criticized me and see me and all time Tont me I'm so hate my self I knew I'm not good so what I do God makes me like that I really want to say people to stop talking about me but I can't say because I respect to other people and I have no confident I lost my self I lost all things and I don't want live in the world so I write died note for my family beacuse I have no plans how solve my issue my family condition so much bad I'm not able to anything I have dream but in my life dream not true I have no self-confidence and I'm ready to goodbye the world and my family but after some magic in my life 2017 I found BTS,BTS is south Korean group I found him to social media and he is king of social media,I listened so much English songs but all songs people write to himself so I have no inspiration to any song but First time I watch BTS in Amarican music awards 2017 his performance I love it I Faded about him I never see like that in U.S. so I'm starting to watch him he speaks Korean language but YouTube have ENG SUB so I watch and I knew that interesting things about him that everyone Celebraties have Fan but BTS fan name was called Army I like that is the reason BTS DEFERENT to other Celebraties so after understand and watching how he loves army I'm Army now ,so his album LOVE YOURSELF album series coming out in2017 Oct it's decided Three part,1.Love Yourself and her
2.Love Yourself and Tear 2018
3.Love Yourself and Answer 2018
The album change my life and save my life.
The songs Lyrics was in English and Korean language both I See the lyrics to eng translation
BTS music so much deferent charm and Perfect the group also dance and sing with the Same time it's amazing I never see like that in any celeb not do BTS album Love Yourself helping to trying to love myself in album so much beautiful lyrics that a meaningful for me he saved my life and gives me new path to me ,
My family finances conditions was not good but
I try to fix issue with my self I ignored people that he not care about me I smiled beacuse of BTS I see him I also smilie on my face I fight to issues BTS give me confident I never lose it.
I say that nobody Perfect in the world so do you own business and stopped criticized me .
The album help me that first thing it is not easy to love your self that process it's really hard and painful but you fight all bad thing and fear show your self and expresses your thoughts after you realise that The world have more things that waiting for you yes it's true I started my YouTube channel I love to making video about BTS .my YouTube channel Monitazation not on so I have not received any money but I upload video beacuse I love to do and never stopped,
I have more my think that I want to share
So I started lots think I want tell you that how album Love Yourself give me new way of my life
So waiting for next part
Trying to Love Myself part-2
