I have been juggling many tasks and household repairs on top of what I have been writing about here. Still, I do have a few updates as to new sensations, pain and apparitions.
For the most part, things have been calm with no real images or motion pictures going on behind my eyelids. There has been something visual, something new that I will get into in a bit.
As I commented in my last post, I have being killing all power to any wireless devices within range of where I sleep. It has been very infrequent that I feel any kind of buzzing or vibration under the skin while falling asleep or during waking up since having taken those precautions.
The cloth that I used to cover myself in order to protect from those kinds of things did not work at first, and I'm not sure if it's working now because of how infrequent those sensations have been lately.
I still do keep the cloth on my bed so that I can pull it over myself if I do feel something. When it starts, it is weak, then as time goes on, it builds in strength. Buzzing sensations under the skin usually pulse for a few seconds and the stop. Then they come back after 7 to 12 seconds. I still get them from time to time when I have any wireless devices near me.
I had eliminated all wireless devices for about a month. I was using an old wired mouse and a ps2 keyboard which made my work a lot slower.
I recently changed back to those same wireless devices and I am getting the vibrations under my skin in various places on my limbs and face. and only during the day. Nights, I turn them off
One of the new symptoms that I have been seeing or feeling is something to do with the LED monitors, the OLED screens on phones, and with LED lighting. When it happens, I feel really strange. It is so annoying that I get up and go to another room or outside. That completely stops it.
Imagine if you were looking at a computer monitor through the camera on your tablet. When you snap a shot, the photo goes mostly transparent and now you have two images in view, one is what is on the monitor, and the other is the mostly transparent photo of what was on the monitor. Now imaging that those photos are being snapped automatically, beyond your control and that it is not the tablet, it is your eyes. No device needed. That is what I am experiencing.
That's kind of the sensation that I get when I look at either the LED monitor or at my phone when I'm concentrating on reading something. It is so disturbing that I don't even want to keep reading or working - I have to get up and look at natural lighting. I hate to say it like this, but it does seem like I'm seeing two dimensions at the same time.
This is one of the strangest feelings I have gotten, although it's not uncomfortable like the buzzing under the skin.
And the last update that I want to bring you is something related to what seems to be a long-term effect or damage from something that happened about two or three months ago.
Back then I would try to fall asleep and I could feel something just below my ankle to the left on my left foot and it was as if something about the size of a silver dollar was under my skin vibrating and buzzing and pulsing at certain intervals..
I tried to shield from it to protect it. Nothing worked, not even the Faraday cloth that I purchased. My only recourse in order to get to sleep on those nights was sleeping pills. It was impossible to fall asleep with that strong sensation on the top side of your foot.
And now, for the last couple of weeks, I notice when I wake up in the morning and I stand up and go to walk, that accepts the same spot where I had felt the vibration feels like the muscles are damaged.
It feels as though someone was hammering on the top side of my foot. I do not feel it when I wake up. I feel it when I start to walk or put weight on my foot. It also hurts if I press on it as if I had a bruise under the skin. There is no visible bruise and the pain goes away within 30 minutes or so. I am able to go walking on it the rest of the day and it seems normal. But every morning it's back to hurting as if it had been damaged overnight again.
Two of my closest family members know about what has been happening to me, but they are both very skeptical about it being real. A couple of times I did call them in here to feel the spot where the vibrations were happening and it was palpable, but very weak. They seem to want to ignore that it is happening. Believe me, I tried to ignore all of this when it started too.
I stopped talking about it some time ago so that they are not freaked out. Bun I have to lot these things somewhere and this is the best place I could think of to do it.
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