Being alone has its positives and negatives always intertwined but I prefer sticking with the positive at all times, although the negative can't be taken away.
This is where we are and it's a certainty that the way is upwards and no looking back.
What's the matter? You seem to have left the present to a far destination, mama said we a gaze that brought me back.
Only starring up at her with no words in my mouth because truly only more questions would be asked without a reply.
It's the second day after I survived a tragic motor accident that left only me as the survivor.
Since the incident happened, I haven't been able to shake the feeling off and I'm not trying to because I know I just have to live one day at a time.
That would be the most scary moment of my life and not just mama but everyone wants me to be back to my old me just like nothing happened.
I hear voices in my head asking why I didn't save them, the screams, the yelling and short cry that all happened as the tire of the vehicle exploded lifting us to the air before somersaulting.
Bobby, God saved you just make a conscious effort to get your mind off it all, mama continued.
I seriously can't get it off, I see everyone's faces and hear them speaking to me even when I sleep, it's just scary and keeps occurring daily.
Mum, I only wish you could understand better because I understand all you say and I'm grateful that you all are here for me and I appreciate my Creator for protecting me but this is the challenge I'm facing right now and I want to feel every moment, Bobby said with tears rolling down his eye.
Mum saw and understood the pain he was going through.
After uttering those words to her, Bobby was filled with confidence and strength as he let the tears continuously roll down his eye.
Mum knelt down and prayed with him, thing God for keeping him for the pass couple of days.
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