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ကုိယ္​စြဲ
Self-centredness

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ သ​ေဘာထား
ျပတ္​သားခုိင္​မာတယ္​တဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​​ေတာ့ တ​စ္​​ေစာက္​ကန္​း တယူသန္​သမားတဲ့။
One thinks oneself decisive,
But everyone else as bigoted.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ ​ေစ့စပ္​​ေသခ်ာသူ​တဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​​ေတာ့ သိပ္​​ေႏွး​ေကြးတဲ့သူ​ေတြတဲ့။
One considers himself thorough,
But everyone else quite slow.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ တည္​ၿငိမ္​ေအး​ေဆးတယ္​တဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​ မာနအရမ္​းႀကီးတဲ့သူ​ေတြတဲ့။
One thinks of himself stable,
But everyone else so self-important.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ ပြင္​့ပြင္​့လင္​းလင္​း​ေျပာတတ္​တယ္​တဲ့
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​ အဲဒါ မုိက္​႐ုိင္​းတဲ့သူ​ေတြတဲ့။
One reckons himself outspoken,
But everyone else impolite.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ အရမ္​း​ေတာ္​တယ္​တဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​ အဲဒါ​ကံ​ေကာင္​း​ေန​ေသးလုိ႔တဲ့။
One thinks of himself so skilled,
But everyone else as lucky.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိ ခြင္​့လႊတ္​ႏုိင္​တယ္​၊
သူမ်ားဆုိ ဒါမ်ားသြားၿပီတဲ့။
One is able to forgive himself,
But says everyone else is beyond tolerance.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ စိတ္​႐ွည္​တဲ့သူတဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​ အျငဳိးအာဃာတသုိထားတယ္​တဲ့။
One deems himself a patient person,
But says everyone else bears a grudge.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ သည္​းခံတတ္​တယ္​တဲ့၊
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​ ဒါဟန္​​ေဆာင္​တာပါကြယ္​တဲ့။
One thinks of himself tolerant,
But critisizes everyone else as pretending to be so.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ ငါက ဒီလုိပဲ​ေနတတ္​တာ၊ ဒါက ငါ့ပုံစံပဲ ​ေျပာင္​းလုိ႔မရဘူးတဲ့။
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​​ေတာ့ လူမႈ​ေရးမ႐ွိလုိက္​တာ၊ လူမႈ​ေရးနားမလည္​လုိက္​တာတဲ့။
One says," It's my unbreakable habit and the way I am",
But denounces everyone else as unsociable.

ကုိယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိဆုိရင္​ ​ေအာ္​ဒါ မ​ေတာ္​တဆပါတဲ့။
သူမ်ားဆုိရင္​​ေတာ့ ဒါတမင္​တကာလုပ္​တာတဲ့။
One says, "I just do this by accident",
But censures everyone else for doing it on purpose.

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့
For the sake of perfect love
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အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
႐ႈိက္​ႀကီးတငင္​ ငုိ​ေႂကြးခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I sobbed my heart out....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
အ​ေဖာ္​မဲ့၊ အထီးက်န္​သြားခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I went friendless and lonely....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
ဖြင္​့ဟ​ေျပာလုိ႔မရ​ေလာက္​တဲ့ နာက်င္​မႈခံစားဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I felt unspeakable pain...

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
ကုိယ္​လုိခ်င္​တဲ့ အျခားအရာမွန္​သမ်ွ ဆုံး႐ႈံးခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I lost everything else I wanted....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
တခ်ဳိ႕​ေသာ ​အ​ေရးပါတဲ့ စာ​ေမးပြဲ​ေတြ က်႐ႈံးခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I failed some important grades....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
အ႐ူးတပုိင္​း ျဖစ္​ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I went half mad...

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
ရင္​့ဖြင္​့ဖုိ႔ စဥ္​းစားၿပီးသား ခံစားခ်က္​​ေတြ ​ေရငုံႏႈတ္​ပိတ္​ မ်ဳိသိပ္​ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I held back feelings which I should have poured out....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
အမ်ဳိးမ်ဳိး​ေသာခံစားခ်က္​​ေတြနဲ႔ အိပ္​မရတဲ့ ည​ေတြ ​ေက်ာ္​ျဖတ္​ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I spent sleepless nights with various feelings...

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့.....
ကိုယ္​့ကုိယ္​ကုိ ​ေအာက္​က်ဳိ႕ခံ ဝန္​ခ်​ေတာင္​းပန္​ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I apologized, lowering myself....

အခ်စ္​​​ေၾကာင္​့....
တစ္​စကၠန္​႔က​ေလးကုိ ​ေထာင္​​ခ်ီတဲ့ ႏွစ္​​ေတြ​ေက်ာ္​ျဖတ္​ရသလုိ ​ေက်ာ္​ျဖတ္​ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I passed one second like passing through thousands of years....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
ကုိယ္​့မာနကုိ ​ေဘးခ်ိန္​ဖယ္​႐ွားၿပီး၊ ကုိယ္​့ဂုဏ္​သိကၡာကုိလည္း ဆုံး႐ႈံးခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I laid aside my pride and lost my dignity...

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
ကုိယ္​့မိဘရဲ႕ ဆုိဆုံးမစကား​ေတြကုိ မနာခံဘဲ အာခံ​ေျပာဆုိခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the name of perfect love,
I disobeyed my parents' instructions and talked back to them...

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့....
သူနဲ႔ပတ္​သက္​လာရင္​ အရာအားလုံး အ​ေလးအနက္​ထားခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
She took precedence over everything when it came to her.

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
​ေလာကဓံတရားကုိ မ​ေၾကာက္​မရြံ႔ ရင္​ဆုိင္​​ေက်ာ္​ျဖတ္​ဖုိ႔ သႏိၷ႒ာန္​ခ်ခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I was determined to face ups and downs of life fearlessly.....

အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့......
​ေပ်ာ္​ရႊင္​ခဲ့သလုိ ဝမ္​းလည္​းနည္​းခဲ့ဖူးတယ္​။
For the sake of perfect love,
I was happy as well as sad....

ဒါ​ေပမဲ့....
အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့ ကုိယ္​့ဘဝကုိ လက္​လႊတ္​အ႐ႈံးမ​​ေပးခဲ့ဘူး....
But....
For the sake of perfect love,
I didn't give up and lose my own life....

ခုဆုိရင္​....
အခ်စ္​​ေၾကာင္​့...
ကုိယ္​့ဘဝကုိ အ​ေကာင္​းဆုံး ဖန္​တီးႏုိင္​ခဲ့ၿပီ​ေလ....
Now....
For the sake of perfect love,
I made my life the best I could......

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