I wish I would not walk all by myself.
I wish I would have someone by my side.
Doing this together.
I feel there would be
so much more power,
so much more joy.
But instead,
its so much harder,
so discouraging,
lonely.
It eats up all good intentions.
We have never been as wealthy,
but lost the meaning of tribe.
We can affort to go where we want,
but have lost the ground beneath our feet.
I was told it makes me free,
but more likely
it makes me sick.
I´ve been told, this is my path,
i can not believe.
I don´t want to walk this path.
I want to walk the path of joy,
the path of light and ease.
Is this just a dream?
What´s left to hold on to, then.
A dream?
Hope?
Love?
Puuh, I don´t understand.
Don´t touch me!
It takes my breath!
stillness arises
