"Luckily I dream, prayed for it and worked for it. Now I am living it"
Adulting--you have to do everything by yourself.Tiring, stressful and it gives you sleepless nights.
Five years ago I am under the same situation but I am in my bed hostaged by my rare disease. I felt tired and wanted to give up. I am full of stress caused by dark imaginings. Sleepless nights are normal as my fears haunt me.
I dream of this day of being capable to provide for myself. Getting tired the whole day without bothering anyone was a goal. Being independent and free was my objective.
As I pay my groceries and being the last customer in the store, memories flashback. This is the spot where I desired to be years ago. Now I am here! I can't help but smile. Yet, I didn't realize tears were falling too.
My heart shouts for success. I made it through the rough, dark, hopeless times.
I am dreaming again. This time having my other life goals fulfilled. It may take 5 years or more. But I will dream, pray for it and work hard for it. And, when that day comes, I will be remembering this spot in this counter where it made me realized I am blessed, was blessed and will be blessed.
