I actually didn’t want to go to a therapist but I knew I needed to, the way I’ve been handling situations are quite unsatisfactory. Maybe if I go to the therapist she will make me understand why I always end up alone.(Emma sits opposite her therapist)
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Dr. Willy: Hello Emma, are you ready for our session today(she smiles)
Emma: Yeah, that’s why I’m here(I open up my bag and pop a candy into my mouth)
Dr. Willy: Why did you come in today.
Emma: I want to talk, I honestly have no one to tell how I really feel, how I want to be treated, or my personal opinions, if I say something they don’t like I become a trending topic on social media. I honestly don’t know who to trust (frustration looms on my face whilst I try explaining my predicament), and it’s a bit alarming that I don’t know who to trust.
Dr. Willy: Do you think you’re the problem(she asks whilst scribbling on her notebook)
Emma: I don’t think so(I sighed). I honestly don’t know, I can’t say I’m a saint, but I’m not a snitch either.
Dr. Willy: Why do you think you have no one to trust. Have you tried telling someone something and did they really betray you.
Emma: Once…(I looked at her, her eyes urged me on) once I told my friend about something that happened to me.
Dr. Willy: What exactly did you tell her.
Emma: I can’t say I’m sorry
Dr. Willy: Emma you can tell me I won’t judge.
Emma: You know what this was a bad idea( I said whilst picking up my bag)
I stormed out of her office, it dawned on me I would never be able to trust her too, then why did I waste my time coming all the way here to just run away again.I’ve decided the only closure I need is to write about my experiences, yes that’ll help. Then maybe one day I could finally take it as nothing.
