There is a point where I stopped telling people what I wanted to do and just because i gave up or something i just got tired of explaining plans that weren't finished.
I started putting more of my energy into actually doing the work into things like brainstorming learning trying to getting things wrong and going back again in energy and somewhere in between.
The lines something funny happened the more serious i became about the direction i wanted my life to take the more opportunities started come appearing around that direction not because you never decided to reward me or anything.
I was just trying to pay your attention. When you spend enough time chasing one thing, you start seeing those you'd have fucked past before. Maybe that's what people call manifestation.