Nature suits me. I am a small larva in search of food. Breaking the shell of the egg has left me in an unknown place, I did not find my mother, I do not know her whereabouts, that means I must find a way to survive.
When I was expelled from my mother's womb I felt a warmth in my body, soft lips caressed my cheeks, they occasionally lulled me to sleep. I also felt strong arms wanting to protect me, I thought I was in a safe and stable place.
I hope my mother at least left me in the right place. I worry about my food, I don't want to be a victim of some predator either. I have positive thoughts, not knowing if my mother will protect me, at least I want to believe that I will be able to forage for food.
I had no wrong thoughts, I grew up in a family that gave me love and protection. My mother was unique, she protected me from any threat. In those early years of my life I did not know it, but my parents, in the effort to protect me, made me lose or ignore emotions.
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I was happy, since I came to this place I did not stop eating or growing. Early on I learned to defend myself, it is not a bad thing. I thank my parents for giving me so much power to move forward. Soon I will start a new cycle, I hope to complete the goal.
We moved forward, my parents always did well. Being in a more advanced stage I had a hard time adapting to the changes but, my parents, thank God, were still there, by my side, taking care of me, repairing my failures and my mistakes. Sometimes I felt prey to my emotions but silence and time calmed them down.
I did not go to school but the moment of transformation arrived, I accept the challenge, it is time to leave the past behind to face the new, times of change await me, I must take advantage of every moment, if I fall I get up again until I can move forward.
Now I do not know what to do, I feel trapped, it is a strange sensation which I cannot explain, I want to cry but I cannot; I want to laugh but it is absurd; I want to shout but it is better to be silent; I want to express but it is better not to communicate. Something has transformed in me but I don't know what it is and I don't want to experience it.
I fell asleep, wrapped in a blanket where my mother was not there either. In my deep sleep I felt something strange transforming my body, I felt happy, something else would give me freedom. I already want to experiment, I want to get out of this cocoon to know the world from another perspective, without fears, without ties as I have done so far....
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La naturaleza me sienta bien. Soy una peque帽a larva en busca de alimento. Romper la c谩scara del huevecillo me ha dejado en un lugar desconocido, no encontr茅 a mi madre, desconozco su paradero, eso supone que debo buscar manera de sobrevivir.
Cuando fu铆 expulsada del vientre de mi madre sent铆 un calorcito en mi cuerpo, unos labios suaves acariciaban mis mejillas, ellas de vez en cuando me adormecian. Tambi茅n sent铆 unos brazos fuertes queriendo protegerme, cre铆 llegar a un lugar estable y seguro.
Espero que mi madre al menos me haya dejado en el lugar indicado. Me preocupa mi alimentaci贸n, tampoco quiero ser v铆ctima de alg煤n depredador. Tengo pensamientos positivo, sin saber si mi madre me proteger谩, al menos quiero creer que podr茅 buscar alimento.
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No tuve pensamiento errado, crec铆 en el seno de una familia que me brind贸 amor y protecci贸n. Mi madre era 煤nica, ante cualquier amenaza me proteg铆a. En esos primeros a帽os de mi vida no lo supe pero, mis padres, en el empe帽o por protegerme me hicieron perder o ignorar emociones.
Fui feliz, desde que llegu茅 a este lugar no dej茅 de comer ni de crecer. Tempranamente aprend铆 a defenderme, no es malo. Agradezco a mis padres haberme dado tanto poder para seguir adelante. Ya pronto iniciar茅 un nuevo ciclo, espero completar el objetivo.
Seguimos adelante, mis padres siempre lo hicieron bien. Estando en una etapa m谩s avanzada me costaba adaptarme a los cambios pero, mis padres, gracias a Dios, segu铆an all铆, a mi lado, cuidando de mi, reparando mis fallas y mis errores. A veces me sent铆 presa de mis emociones pero el silencio y el tiempo las fueron calmando.
No fui a la escuela pero lleg贸 el momento de la transformaci贸n, acepto el reto, es hora de dejar atr谩s el pasado para hacer frente a lo nuevo, tiempos de cambio me esperan, debo aprovechar cada instante, si caigo me levanto de nuevo hasta lograr avanzar.
Ahora no s茅 qu茅 hacer, me siento atrapada, es una sensaci贸n extra帽a la cual no puedo explicar, quiero llorar pero no puedo; quiero re铆r pero es absurdo; quiero gritar pero es mejor callar; quiero expresar pero es mejor no comunicar. Algo se ha transformado en mi pero no s茅 qu茅 es y no quiero experimentar.
Qued茅 dormida, abrigada entre un manto donde tampoco estaba mi madre. En mi sue帽o profundo sent铆 algo extra帽o transformando mi cuerpo, me sent铆 feliz, algo m谩s me dar铆a libertad. Ya deseo experimentar, quiero salir de este capullo para conocer el mundo desde otra perspectiva, sin miedos, sin ataduras como hasta ahora lo he hecho...
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