Its summer and usually you shouldn't be thinking to much during summer right? Well lately I have been...I have been thinking about why people may choice not to change and what's wrong with not changing. I have figure that people will only change if they want to and if they don't want to change then they won't. You can't really change a person's thoughts, feelings, nor what they think are the norms and that sometimes draw people away from certain people, but even if you don't want to even change you will change because life experiences changes you... sometimes we have to think that change could be a good think and it can also be a bad thing, but no matter what you'd have to learn to deal with it. As we are on the topic of changing I right now have to get used to change that has been happening in the past 3 months... my mom and dad are getting a divorce I know I'm not the only person that have seen someone go through a divorce, but I feel like it is hitting me harder than it normally would... my mom is my rock someone I enjoy being around and to help me with my decision. I have seen her cry more times than I have in a year and although she thinks I'm doing okay it actually breaks me inside to see my mom hurting. Lately I have been sneaking out and leaving when ever I feel like it because I can't show my mom how much this is affecting me. Anyways I'm gonna try and blog a little more as the summer continues. Have a good summer(:
