Everything was formed from something but everything goes to nothing. All the dreams you have could be gone in a flash; all your goals, plans for the future, and the love you hold steadfast to could capitulate right in front of you. I'm lucky to be alive and breathing but sometimes I wonder if I'm living.
I have made so many downsized decisions in the past, and it makes me wonder if I was ever living in the first place. I feel like I've lived my life for tomorrow, thus depriving myself of today's pleasures and in my "foresight", I lost track of my sight.
I stopped seeing the beauty at the moment and dwelled on ideals and castles built in my mind's eye. I keep thinking that tomorrow will come with my dreams, so today, I must tarry in suffrage. Like this pain I feel now is some noble experience that will validate my future success.
I've almost tasted death but sadly, it wasn't my time. I gazed into the eyes of the grim reaper as he ushered me to the eternal light but my resolve or maybe luck was more powerful, so here I am.
Life is a gift and every day that passes is another moment to be grateful for. I'm just a man, flawed in his ways, searching for answers, and hoping for salvation like everyone else. However, I have an itch for life, and I'd like to scratch it. I'll get the necessities and I'll try to get a little bit more on that. Life is worth living, and I intend to live it to the fullest.