That 1

There is always that one person ..

The one that got away, the one you never had.
The one you should have never let go,
The one you wish you had never met.
The one you want to hold close, and that one..

And that one, that one, that stole your heart.

We all experience love, in many different shapes and forms.
Love for family members,
love for friends,
love for animals and just love for things.

But there is that special kind of love...

The love that makes you feel like nothing else .. and unfortunately,
thats when the heart confuses the brain.

We all have that one love, some of us are fortunate enough,
to have it like a fairytale ...

but then others are doomed ...
There is no happily ever after.

I had that, that one .. at least i thought it did.

But somehow, he had managed to completely brainwash my heart.
Its not easy,

They say that the heart heals over time ..
true,

but ..

That one,
the one that fucked it all up
the one, that i will always love
the one, that i will always fear
the one, that
.. will always have a small part of me...

will never know.
never know the pain
never know the tears
never know the nightmares
and never know what he truly did ..

life is no fairytale,
at least not for everyone.

But I know that there is someone,
another one ...

the right one ..

who will be able to mend my broken heart.

And he too,
may be broken ..

But only the best people are.

So to that one that got more of me then he should have,
F*** You,

And Thank you !

There is always good where there is bad, and im starting to see that now.

And to the one who is still to come,
My knight in shining tin foil,

I dont need to be saved.

I just need to be me.