I used too be so good at this thing they call life.
I was out going, confident and allowed myself to just enjoy life.
Looking at the person in the mirror today, ive lost all of that. I am consumed with the darkness life has to offer,
and i wonder to myself why?
What happened?
How did this happen?
Theres this reccuring thought that runs through my mind
"Maybe ... Life isnt meat for everyone."
And to think of it.. It isnt .. some people do make the decision to give up.
I dont want to. I dont want to leave this life just yet, i know i have something to prove.
I just want to know how to make my way back down this road i am taking.
Life is hard, people are untrustworthy, and decisions, you have to live with forever.
But im hoping one day soon, something will spark the life back into me..
help me be the person i used to love.
find the needle in the haystack, and show to myself,
I am destined to be me. <3
