Cutting a long bitter story short today brought more disappointment.
I could go on and God knows I've got a lot to say but I'm moving on and making a commitment to myself that I won't interact anymore.
Instead of dwelling I decided to do a but of pouring today seeing that I got these in the mail today.
(Blow torch and squeeze bottles.)
And hubby got me some non alcoholic ciders last night, which is the closest thing to alco I can have these days ~ I miss wine...
Anyhoo I thought I'd do a swipe over a black canvas.
Armed with my new paint bottles I squeezed some paint on my canvas.
Waited a bit, poured black paint on the right hand side and swiped left.
Unfortunately. I used too much paint and didnt swipe enough off the canvas and after some fiddling I ended up with this.
馃槕馃槕馃槕馃槕
I ain't going down like that.
So I tried again this time swiping white using the same colours I used for the black canvas.
Woohoo! I like this one!
Ok so maybe it didn't need to be tilted which resulted in the bigger cells over the top right but I think it still turned out alright.
And here's today's efforts!
Glad I took the time and poured today. I feel a bit better, still disappointed in people especially considering how little I ask for or expect but that just means I need to shift away and make positive changes for myself.
I think the second chance painting was symbolic.
Try bd if it doesn't work out move on, make changes and try again.