I see the rest of my life as nothing but a recovery period. I will be recovering until the day I die, I pretty much know that. There are days that are good, days I can think, and days I can not. The worst is the days I can not see well, when everything is somewhat fuzzy, I keep hoping that will improve, but there is nothing really wrong with my eyes it is just due to the low blood pressure.

People look at people that have a difficult time almost with scorn, like why can that person not do it right, it is difficult to move past the scorn in peoples eyes or even worst the pity in them.

The pity and scorn are not going to go away, I understand that, all we can do is live our life and continue to recover and hope for recovery before we do take that last nap.