Fog of doubts.

Every person has a time when he begins to analyze his behavior his actions that he committed many years ago during his childhood and youth and compares them with his attitude to life at a more respectable age.

Thinking about this I remember that such a word as doubts was very unpopular in my lexicon.

If I planned something I went to it not paying attention to the holes and bumps in the road.

Today looking at the rock that I climbed without looking back at what could happen in the end, without weighing the risks I would stay away from it I would look for a safer activity.

Although even today there are moments when I forget about such a feeling as doubts and dive headlong into something for example into the crypt lol the feeling of excitement is sometimes stronger than our doubts which can only be present as a kind of fog.

At such moments it is the right time to tell your horse whose eyes are covered in blinkers: Brrr! Stop!

But at some point it turns out that I am not riding a horse at all but a stubborn donkey which continues to move forward.

From the heights of my years I understand that you need to learn to doubt you need to pause reflect bathe in this fog of doubt and not look at those who call for no doubts saying that doubts are our brakes to put it mildly this is not true.

I certainly do not doubt that God loves me my wife my children.

I do not doubt that autumn has come seeing how the leaves on the trees begin to turn yellow and fall.

This is something that I will never question.

Doubts are a very useful thing, for example we me my wife and children doubted which university the children should go to after school and if we had followed only our desires without any doubt we would have lost but doubts allowed us to analyze everything and make a very correct decision which surfaced when we did not expect it at all and we all only benefited from this and the children are happy that they did not act differently.

Doubts are sometimes like a protective layer similar to tree resin that covers the cut of a tree and protects it from diseases.

Yes when there are a lot of doubts it hides the overall picture and can make you drop everything and stop analyzing the situation, sometimes this is beneficial and sometimes harmful.

Trying to assemble this puzzle from thoughts soaked in doubts it may seem that we spend an eternity on this but it is worth doing like a lumberjack who sharpens an axe for half a day so that he can then cut down a tree in a few minutes.

Analyzing your doubts although useful does not guarantee a complete absence of mistakes on our path but this is what we can do like we can turn off a gas burner to avoid a fire but you don’t know if your neighbor turned it off in his apartment this is the fog of doubts but otherwise without doubting anything we will have to enthusiastically run barefoot through a field of cacti naively believing that not a single needle will stick into the heel.