You poisoned me. I find myself alone in the room with everything noisy around me, noisy inside me. You poisoned me. My head, he does not stop. The thoughts penetrate and peel off every piece of me. Your memory burns me. I should have known you were lethal, that you were poisonous. Take everything away from me when you decide to leave. You decided to leave me, and take everything with you. Take my oxygen, take me the joy of life and eventually even the quiet take me, poisoning it with your deadly venom. And now you're trying to come back ... But no, I'm not. Not this time. I'm not going back, I will not let you shatter me again. You poisoned me, but no more. I loved you and I do not regret it, because I take what I have learned and continue on. I learned that in the end life puts everyone in its place, that's what happens when you try to touch the fire. You poisoned me, and now I'm going to find someone else to clean it for me.