There will always be painful days and we do not know when that day will hit us. But there will always be the next days, starting a new chapter with the rising sun.
I want to be a white cloud in the sun. Which, though you did not ask, secretly protected you from the sun.
You are the one who has power over yourself. The path you see will always be dark if you see it that way. I believe in your heart there is still a small sun that you cover. Open for a moment, Fa. And you will realize how beautiful a rainbow you've been avoiding. Your feelings.