I could relate to some of this.

I lost my dad in 2011 and mom in October last year.
Loosing mom was more painful.
Just been a very low phase.
It is just because I have my sisters I find some reason to live.
Can't Imagine going through this if I was a single child.

Weird! How life can change in one single moment!

You have gone through a lot, Sayee.
Wish you the best!